chiaraomizawa

Getting out of bed this morning took all the strength I had left. Every day Every breath Is a struggle. An uphill battle. Lazy. Unmotivated. Selfish. Can’t you see what your words do to me? Three AM I sit up. Staring at the space in front of me. My mind is some place else. My heart races. My breath quickens. I never wanted to see that again. Just make it stop. Unsocial. Attention whore. Hypochondriac. Can’t you see what your words do to me? 5 pm waiting in the store. That guy behind me is really close. Gods I hope he doesn’t want to talk to me. The lights are really bright. That one to the left keeps flickering. Sh

"Ok, you drive safe, drive slow, don't pick up any strangers, be careful, and watch for idiot drivers-"I cut by best friend off. "Ok, ok, ok. I'll be alright." I laugh. "I can handle myself." I set a comforting hand on her. "I know…I just worry about you, If I don't who will?" she crosses her arms. "I will. Now, I have to go, I can't be home late again." "Fine. But you call me once you get there." I get into the car and get all adjusted, it was late. I wasn't a fan of driving this late at night but I would rather drive late at night then be at home. I set my radio, turn on my car's headlights and pull out of the long drive way. My